Dear Valiant Dave Tanguilan,
August 2009, I first met you,
medyo TALL, DARK and mmmmmmmm…of course HANDSOME in my eyes. :D Me and you,
both strangers who had a chance to meet and talk to each other. That every
conversation I had with you makes me happy, laugh at my fullest and makes me
comfortable.
Days pass and a month later, I
couldn’t explain what I feel, and that feeling was DIFFERENT. I NEVER felt like
that ever since. Funny thing is that, I have met lots of guys who tried to
steal my heart but they never had the chance to make it theirs. UNTIL I MET
YOU…it was just one month since I saw that face and it’s not difficult for me
to fall for you and LOVE YOU.
Months pass, feelings went clear
for the two of us. Welcomed the year 2010 and by January you asked me if you
could court me, though it was through text message, I was so surprised and
happy and, and… everything. Celebrated your birthday with friends then the day
came, that day where I was so annoyed at you for reasons I forgot. :D March 1,
2010 you asked me “gusto mo garud ako mawala?” SILENCE… I said “HINDI” then you
suddenly grabbed something from your pocket held my left hand and put a ring
(our first couple rings) on my ring finger. SURPRISED. “Can you be my
girlfriend?” then I said “of course” with all the smile I could show
:)))))))))))))))))Though someone had told me “You deserve someone better” I
chose to love you.
It’s now our second year together
as a couple. Those pass days and months where there are fights then we even
have break ups (those were my dark days and yours too), just a kiss and we get
together again. We were so unbreakable. Sometimes
I know you have been disappointed for things I have said and done and I’m sorry
for that, I know I’m not perfect .Though both of us have imperfections we still
make each other happy. Perfection is boring. I don’t want you to be perfect,
that prince charming thingy? Nah, never mind.
JUST YOU.
Few months from now we will be
mother and father to our very first child. I know you are very very VERY
excited. You were the one who’s always talking about having a family, then a
daughter who would look just like me. And now, we have HER and I’m so happy,
very VERY happy. I could feel our little angel on my womb, kicking and moving.
I couldn’t wait to welcome her in our arms.
Things between my family and you
may not be going well bhaby, but I assure you that I will always and forever
love you. I NEED YOU bhaby specially these moments. It so hard for me bhaby, SO
HARD, being pregnant while studying and staying FAR AWAY from you. That I
couldn’t even had a chance to sleep beside you, hug you for a long time and
kiss you so tender. I NEED YOU BHABY BESIDE ME. Me and BABY, WE NEED YOU.
I am happy beside you bhaby. And
I would never ever leave your side. You are my FIRST AND LAST and MY FOREVER.
HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY DEE! AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR A BILLION YEARS
MORE.
Love,
JENNIFER JAVILLONAR BANTIC
