MY FIRST AND LAST

Dear Valiant Dave Tanguilan,

August 2009, I first met you, medyo TALL, DARK and mmmmmmmm…of course HANDSOME in my eyes. :D Me and you, both strangers who had a chance to meet and talk to each other. That every conversation I had with you makes me happy, laugh at my fullest and makes me comfortable.

Days pass and a month later, I couldn’t explain what I feel, and that feeling was DIFFERENT. I NEVER felt like that ever since. Funny thing is that, I have met lots of guys who tried to steal my heart but they never had the chance to make it theirs. UNTIL I MET YOU…it was just one month since I saw that face and it’s not difficult for me to fall for you and LOVE YOU.

Months pass, feelings went clear for the two of us. Welcomed the year 2010 and by January you asked me if you could court me, though it was through text message, I was so surprised and happy and, and… everything. Celebrated your birthday with friends then the day came, that day where I was so annoyed at you for reasons I forgot. :D March 1, 2010 you asked me “gusto mo garud ako mawala?” SILENCE… I said “HINDI” then you suddenly grabbed something from your pocket held my left hand and put a ring (our first couple rings) on my ring finger. SURPRISED. “Can you be my girlfriend?” then I said “of course” with all the smile I could show :)))))))))))))))))Though someone had told me “You deserve someone better” I chose to love you.

It’s now our second year together as a couple. Those pass days and months where there are fights then we even have break ups (those were my dark days and yours too), just a kiss and we get together again. We were so unbreakable.  Sometimes I know you have been disappointed for things I have said and done and I’m sorry for that, I know I’m not perfect .Though both of us have imperfections we still make each other happy. Perfection is boring. I don’t want you to be perfect, that prince charming thingy? Nah, never mind.  JUST YOU.

Few months from now we will be mother and father to our very first child. I know you are very very VERY excited. You were the one who’s always talking about having a family, then a daughter who would look just like me. And now, we have HER and I’m so happy, very VERY happy. I could feel our little angel on my womb, kicking and moving. I couldn’t wait to welcome her in our arms.

Things between my family and you may not be going well bhaby, but I assure you that I will always and forever love you. I NEED YOU bhaby specially these moments. It so hard for me bhaby, SO HARD, being pregnant while studying and staying FAR AWAY from you. That I couldn’t even had a chance to sleep beside you, hug you for a long time and kiss you so tender. I NEED YOU BHABY BESIDE ME. Me and BABY, WE NEED YOU.

I am happy beside you bhaby. And I would never ever leave your side. You are my FIRST AND LAST and MY FOREVER. HAPPY 2^nd ANNIVERSARY DEE! AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR A BILLION YEARS MORE.

Love,

JENNIFER JAVILLONAR BANTIC